For hours on end we slept. Asleep you don't feel pain or hunger, or loneliness, or bitterness. In sleep you can drown in false euphoria, and when you awaken, you just don't care about anything.

If you've ever had that feeling of loneliness, of being an outsider, it never quite leaves you. You can be happy or successful or whatever, but that thing still stays within you.

Don't trust too much. Don't love too much. Don't hope too much, because that too much can hurt you so much.

I was wondering how you have been. The promises I weren't able to keep still cling to my heart. Didn't u know? You were all I had. You left but what am I supposed to do? Where are you?

I've always wanted to be one of those people who didn't really care that much what people thought about them… but I just don't think I am.

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